Wednesday, June 16

Bitch.

You. You ruin my life for 4 years, and it's still on-going. You. Made my friends life difficult causing them to not able to trust you anymore. You stole my friends. You broke my friendship with others. Now that im not bother 'bout it anymore. You came into others life. Doing the same old stuff again. Do you know how much pain you cause others? Always using vulgarities, what's so good about that? You think that it's very enjoyable hearing the word repeated again and again. I know that you were trying to change. But it also seems that you have not made and progress. You should know that you have a attitude problem. Well, i could also say that i have it too when i was young. But i have tried to change myself, and i did. You didn't even put any effort in you, how do you expect to change yourself without trying at all. I can tell you if you don't change your personality soon, you will lose lots of friends. Because i know there's alot people out there still trying to torerate you and your personality and some are just pretending or using. So be sure to change.

Tuesday, June 15

Absolute Boyfriend

It was so amazing having someone right by your side. Loving you and when finally after all the difficult obsticals you been through with him, you thought you had him forever. Day passes, and you didn't realise something was wrong with him, he keeping it as a secret so that he won't hurt you. Using his last breath saying "I Love You". Thinking that nothing was wrong, you went out to get some lunch. Back home, seeing him in a bag, seal up. Your heart drops when they told you that he's not able to wake up anymore. Screaming and crying, feeling so lost. Knowing that his last breath is used up in his life as a lover. Time passes and you still could remember the wonderful memories you and him made together, and you know he'll always be with you.